Crackberry

I have joined the Blackberry cult. So far, I have avoided becoming a total bent-neck - checking email and text messages at all hours of the day and night. But I have to admit, it is a pretty cool toy! My favorite options is taking photos on the fly and emailing them to family or to myself. Not always the best quality - but great to capture life as it is happening. Here are a few shots over the past couple of days. Some blurry. Some really clear. All really special to me. These kiddos are as good as they get. 

If I am addicted to anything - it is them. I miss them so much during the work week. I wish I had more time. One thing this phone will do, once I master all the functions, is make me more efficient. I hope. Even a few more minutes a day, would mean a few more moments with my family. And more blurry photos to share with you!

5.8.2007

I have been feeling really out of balance lately. A lot on the plate of life. All good things, of course. But a lot of it! So many ideas have been swirling around in my head and the online surfing was making it worse. So much to look at and take in. But then I came across a site that offered free monogram designs.

OK - how much fun is that?

So I thought about what I wanted to make......the kids' names, my monogram, a family crest. Well, there were some limits to what I could do. So instead I decided to make something for me and Buck.

I haven't been focused on that in a while.

So I made a sweet little something to remind me of a commitment we made some 61/2 years ago. I think I will put it somewhere to remind me of our family's center - the mom and dad, the husband and wife, the Buck and Marcey. I think having this front in center - maybe taped to the mirror - will help me connect, reconnect, connect the dots right back to the center of it all.

S - 5.8.2007

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Special?

What I thought might be a hectic phase, is our new normal. The moments I try to be present for seem to fly by at mock speed. So this weekend I picked up the camera and snapped a few photos for no reason at all. Just because every moment is a special one. So here are a few not-so-special, so-very-special photos of my lovies.

Instant Happy

I'm a little too tired to think of anything clever to write. But I do have a few photos to share, and that's what you really want, right? To see these cutie pies? They are that. Cute. Really cute. It makes my job much easier. These little people can turn fatigue into energy and frustration into giggles in an instant. So in case you need a little energy and a smile, I give you my kids!

Oh Mercy!

God give me strength! My Lily can be sweet as pie, and bad as the devil! I wish I could just sit back and be entertained. But I have to be the momma! Today, I thought I might leave her on a corner somewhere with a note tied around her neck. I know we'll laugh about this someday, but as for tonight - I am drinking a glass or two of wine!

Rocking her to sleep tonight I say.....Lily,mommy feels so frustrated when you don't listen or share with your friends.  Her reply - I know mommy. This is going to be tough!

So, I started laughing now!

Only Child

While Lily has been away at Grandma Camp, we have been soaking in a little one-on-one time with baby Ben. Who wouldn't enjoy a little more cuddle time with this guy! We sure do miss sister, but she is having a blast running the show at  grandma's house. Meanwhile, Ben is loving being an only child. More hugs. Less noise. All the space between mommy and papa in the "big bed". However, we are all looking forward to getting our chaotic home back to normal. We'll be picking up The Goose this weekend! Hang on grandma, backup is on the way!

Three is a charm!

Happy, happy birthday my Lily love! Where has the time gone? You are a little lady now. There is no baby left in you, baby! You are all girl. And a beautiful girl to be sure. Your beauty is stunning, but your intelligence is what stops me in my tracks. It's the best kind of smart -- smart with charm.

Things are happening for you. Just last week you sat in my lap and we practiced spelling words in a book - you just about did it all by yourself. We were both cheering out loud every time you got it right! I can see it all clicking inside that head of yours and it is so exciting. I asked you how it made you feel to spell those words and you said, "Oh mom, I just can't wait to read!" 

This big ol' world is about to open up wide to you! And you are walking in to it like a confident old soul - and a who-hoo girl that likes to celebrate everything from spelling words to the sun coming up! Gosh, I like you so much. And I love you even more.

Your bright eyes make my day every day. And that just doesn't seem to do it justice. I don't really know how to explain this feeling I have for you - it gets bigger and fuller all the time. Its like an energy inside me that fuels my heart! You are amazing - at birth, at three......I can't even begin to imagine how more amazing you will be as the years go by!

We celebrated your birthday with cupcakes at the beach, Chuck-E-Cheese with friends, cake at home.....and, a visit from the birthday fairy!

Thank you for giving us reason to celebrate everyday! We love you Lily! Happy Birthday.

Back From Boca

This was our sixth year traveling down to Boca Grande. Our first year we were newlyweds. Our third year I was a very pregnant first-time-mom-to-be. Last year I was a few weeks pregnant and didn't have a clue. This year, we had two kiddos and a dog tagging along with us. Seems that it just gets better and better every year!

Fairy Dust

Lily asked that I write the birthday fairy a note to ask her not to sprinkle fairy dust on her tonight when she visits.....it makes her sneeze. But the birthday fairy could not resist a little dust....she left this letter in Lily's room (with just a sprinkle or two if silver dust!).

Sharing

Thanks Angela for sharing these cute pictures with us! We had a great time celebrating E's birthday. Nothing much cuter than kids splashing in the pool, chasing a puppy dog, kickin' up sand, eating birthday cake and cheering on a school of dolphins! Lucky kids! Lucky us to be part of such a fun day.

(Ben chose his fingers over cake!)

(Lily had a blast running from beach to pool and back again)

(caught eating some yummy birthday cake)

(watching a school of dolphins play)

(He is all smiles!)

At Play

The best job in the world is being a mom to Lily and Ben. And one of my greatest pleasures is observing them doing what they do best - playing. I know they have no idea how great it is to be free to invent, pretend, be open, jump high, run fast, make weird noises, talk to random strangers......I envy the freedom that is childhood, but I am so blessed to be at a place in my life where I can appreciate it from a distance. And when they invite me in - to play - I love it more than I can remember as a child! Indulging in that kind of freedom is a treat for adults to relish! 

*Playing with the Peterson boys at airplane park.

Hats Off!

This is Ben's hat - but clearly we all have fun with it! And, not a photo of the little man wearing it. Fourth of July was a wet one. We met grandma and grandpa in Ft. Myers and wished them well on thier cruise to Russia! And, on Sunday we spent many hours in the pool at Mimi's. Lily is turning into a little fish. She loves to swim and gets braver every time she jumps in! 

Summer is hot. It's hectic. So far no signs of slowing down. But we do head to Boca Grande for a week and I am really hoping for some R&R. At the very least I am excepting lots of ice cream, salt water, naps and fresh fish. And, I'll be sure to snap a photo of Benjamin wearing his hat!